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Sometimes, I think I know what I'm doing, what I want, what I need,  and what to expect. I tell myself I can be weak at times and it's alright to cry. I remind myself to be realistic and to accept that life is both happy and sad. That it is a matter of looking for the perfect balance.

There are times that I find myself talking to myself. Asking questions that I can't always give a definite answer. But the more I think about certain things, the less I feel true to myself. I find it weird and funny at times... Though mostly indifferent... But probably truly frustrated. I strive to find peace and happiness, only to realize everything was a coping mechanism or for worse... a sad escape. Quite unsuccessful, really. And that could be a tragedy.

But today, for now at least, I decided to stop on my tracks and look back. I begin questioning myself again. Why? Why do I do this?  What's wrong, Rei?

I close my eyes and look at the vast darkness, trying to remember exactly what made me happy and what ruined it for me. I try to remember the feeling of freedom...




Only to realize I did this to myself. That all this time, I was holding the key to the chains that held me for years.


But the question that always blocked me from what I perceive as true happiness always linger. A demon that tells me it's the dead end. Game over.

I close my eyes and look at the vast darkness ahead of me. I tell myself I will be fine. There's often a light at the end a tunnel, right? There has to be.
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It's been such a long time since I wrote a journal entry here on dA! A lot of things had happened and I'm just... What should I do from now on? I figured working on things I love is far better than crying over spilled milk, but how unlucky can one get? First, my laptop isn't working at the moment so I can't really draw digitally at the moment. Second, my place is under community quarantine because of the virus and it's somehow stressing me out because I just realized that I actually don't like just staying indoors this long. Third, ... I guess there's no third.

Anyway, I suppose it's very apparent that I haven't been very active here... and I'm not sure if that's going to improve or not. Maybe it's just the feeling that it's hard to meet new people here? Although I know I'm to blame for this since I'm just not that good at approaching people online (´ω`*) But maybe that can change! That said, feel free to send me a note or DM me on Twitter or IG. Let's talk about art and BnHA pairings (todomomo, izuocha, etc.)!

Lastly, I had decided to continue writing my original story (Kyrou and Odin's story). I suppose most of you don't know them since I feel people visit my gallery mainly for todomomo and izuocha content (and that's very much appreciated too!). I guess I was just wondering if anybody would be interested to read what I had written so far? I don't know. Just thought I'd mention that. I'm free to write whatever I want in this journal of mine, right? LMAO (๑´ω`๑)

I guess that's all for an update. I hope you guys have a good day. Stay safe, everyone!
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No one really tagged me to do this. It's more of like an update to the old one I made. The old one was literally just a list of simple info that aren't even valid or true to his story anymore. (Yeah, I revamped his info. Not sorry) Since Odin's info were presented nicely, I thought Kyrou deserves one as well :heart:

Anyway, here are 8 facts about my OC: Kyrou Cycryst~

[OC] Kyrou Cycryst by Reishichi

1) He's one of my oldest OCs. Just like Odin, I had Kyrou ever since I was in primary school. His name changed only once, but his hairstyle and outfit changed a lot over time. It was only in high school that I've settled with his hairstyle and outfit. Why I had to change the outfit? I had a lot of reasons, but one of those would be that his role in the story changed.

2) He dreams to become a knight someday.  Ever since he was a child, Kyrou had an immense interest with swords and swordplay; which eventually pave way to his dream. By the way, the sword he weilds right now was forged by his late father.

3) He loves animals. One of Kyrou's hidden talents is being a tamer. Kyrou isn't afraid to approach any form of creature, whether they are aggressive or not. All animals tend to love him and listens to him, much to the amazement of his peers.

4) He is super interested with runes. Kyrou keeps a small notebook with him where he would draw all runes he discovers and write things about them. It's probably thanks to this that he can use charms to do magic.

5) He hates sweets. Kyrou doesn't mind eating fruits, especially apples--his favorite fruit. What he doesn't appreciate are those that are too sweet for his liking. He doesn't like chocolates, cakes and the like.

6) He is very protective of his friends, especially Odin. It's no-brainer that protecting and saving people are two of Kyrou's reasons for aiming to be a knight. It's also a no-brainer that he has a huge crush on his childhood friend. Everyone knows it, except her. Poor Kyrou...

7) He is never seen without his trademark bandages. No matter what happens, where he goes or when he takes a bath, he'd always wear them. No one really knows why he never removes them in public or why he has them in the first place. Only Kyrou and those who know him since childhood knows about it. Don't try asking him about it, he doesn't like talking about it.

8) He is scared of ghosts. He doesn't like admitting this fact, nor does he want others to know about this silly fear of him. Why is he scared of them? Ask his older brother!




And there you have it! 8 facts about my son, Kyrou! <3

Since this is basically still a meme, I'm actually gonna tag people! There's no escaping the tagging! HAHAHA!!

| T A G G I NG |
Ourogami - I'm super curious about your baby Uariki!
Sugichite - I want to know more about either Megan or Ayane, if you don't mind //winks
SuperStarlightCandle - Share something about Ruben?

And others who want to share something about their lovely babies! OMG Please do! XDD

Thanks for reading and have a nice day! <3


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May Journal

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HAHA! I feel like a "one journal entry a month" is gonna be a thing starting today. As time passes by, I'm getting nearer to the reality of me returning to school. While we're still unsure when exactly it is, I feel like each day is being numbered and here I am, dumbfounded.

I have so much projects I want to work on, yet I always find myself feeling weak and unmotivated. I feel like blaming the summer heat getting into me, but I realized that I'm just... well, how do I put this... I guess I'm just like those people who wants to do something but never had the geniune desire to accomplish them. Or maybe I do, and I'm just really born lazy.  Emoji26 by Emoji-icon

Anyway, while writing this journal, I realized that I have broken too many promises. And now I feel like crying coz I remembered what my friend had told me once, "Promises are meant to be broken". I'm just, wow... I guess she was right. Oh no! And here I was, determined to prove her wrong. Though, when I think about it. If I just stop being lazy that I am, I could still counter it. Like, sure I missed the deadline, but at least I was still able to finish it, right?

With that in mind, I suppose this is going to be a new challenge for me. In short, I gotta deal with my laziness, start working on my tasks again, accomplish the goals I set, and prevent myself from adding more unnecessary workload. I swear, the more I lazy around and browse the internet, the more ideas I get that I never get to work on. LMAO

So yeah, sorry for this weird journal entry. (What's new about that? LOL)
Thanks for reading and have a nice day!
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Gosh, it's been a while since I wrote a journal entry. Goes to show how distracted I am in life. HAHA!
Anyway, worry no more for here's my April journal entry! LOLOLOLOLOLOL

It's really weird knowing we're already at the third week of the fourth month. I find this hilarious because all this time I've been binge reading (if that is a thing) fanfictions and ignoring deadlines, and now I got the nerve to panic on how time flies too fast XDD Like, I have so many arts to work on... yet I just do whatever I want. HAHAHA REI BE IRRESPONSIBLE.

Oh but to be fair, I slaved myself over commissions last month. I deserve some peace, yo! LMAO

HAHA I don't really know what to write here. Though, I guess I should state that April will be the last month I can enjoy the life of a slacker. Because the following months, I'd be busy with work. OTL OTL So for all the good things in life, Imma enjoy this to the fullest! AWYIZZ LMAO


So yeah, that's all for now! Take care you guys~
//goes to read more fanfictions

PS: LoZ BoTW is :heart:


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